I'm 6 days away from going back to my GYN doctor to have my "lady bumps" reexamined. I'm not thrilled about it. But it is what it is. In all honesty, I haven't been overly nervous about the visit-until a few days ago. I guess the closer it gets, the more I think about it and worry over it. I know I shouldn't worry. I am called to hand it over to God. But it's hard. It's strange, really. I have a very real peace about the whole thing. I guess because I know that whatever the outcome may be, that it was always apart of God's plan. Which is easy to say at this moment in time. I pray that I can say that again if things don't go "my way".
Kent and my anniversary is coming up- 13 days from now. We will be married for 9 years. Crazy to think that almost a whole decade has come and gone. I still feel like we should be married only a year or two at this point. But so much of life has already past us by. Granted, we have lived a lot of life in those years- 3 kids, 3 different houses, 6 different cars, 2 different churches, a major job promotion, a major move of hometowns, vacations, holidays, balls games, etc..etc..etc. A lot of life lived indeed.
I'm in a rut. A writing rut, a creativity rut, a want to do more with my life rut. I feel the need to do more and I am not really sure what more is. That last sentence probably didn't make a whole lot of sense. Ah, that's OK. This whole post is so random that I am not expecting many (any?) people to even get this far. I don't know what it will take to get out of this rut. But I sure do wish the answer would reveal itself soon. Make my life a whole lot easier.
Random.. describes this post. Describes my current life.