Not me! Monday- Stellan Style

• This week I did not pray without ceasing for Stellan.
• I did not cry more than once after reading updates from MckMama.
• I do not feel a bond with another mother that I have never met.
• My heart does not ache for another mother that I have never met.
• I did not cry when reading other people's comments about how they were praying as well.
• I did not hold my children extra close and squeeze then extra tight when giving them hugs.
• I did not look at my precious baby Nathan and realize that he is only a few months older and how easily it could be him.. or any of my babies for that matter.
• I did not thank God over and over again for the health of my babies and realize just how blessed I am.
• I am not going to keep praying and praying and praying for Stellan until God heals him.